LOL
venki saud he maybe going to the prom
wow

today is my grandma's birthday party
had a few vegetarian meals
it's not bad
but i seem to be hungry after a few hours
and my legs hurt like HELL
perhaps i shouldnt have wore heels
shouldnt have listened to my instincts
LOL

today went to the resturant at abt 1200
then the dishes arrived one by one
and it was like
YUMMY
hahaha
after that was the chocolate bluberry cake
it was like heavenly
wahhh
after the cake and everything
i was FORCED to go to causeway point
then we bought fake nails
(which i dun even know how to do nor take out. not even know a single details about it)
LOL
but we bought it
seems as if it's our prom
but...
it still lacks a feeling
the feeling of me and my friends
bidding farewell as classmates
wakakakaka
EMO???

then
we say KFC CHICKY
he was like so cute
dancing chicken dance
LOL
it was so FUNNY

but suddenly
i feel abit lost
haiss
know why?
coz i forgot to bring along a PIG
(ZHU BA JIE)

LOL.
venki doesnt want to go to the rpom night
WAHHHHHH
What m i going to do without him????
LOL.
kidding la
he hurt his finger and sort of very pain
thus he said he doesnt want to go
Haiss


I thought he will be going
i was so happy
but my happiness was smashed
it's okay
at least i still have
HADHI
LOL
things are so unpredictable
when you thought something will go on smoothly
it will turn out opposite from what you have thought
that's life


I seem to grow older
as well as becoming more mature
but why people still say
crazy things about me?
(like licking guys)


LOL
inside secret
but i WONT WONT WONT
lick guys
that's a promise
and and and
i wont
oogle at guys
i swear
LOL.


i feel as if people around me take me for granted
yeah
that's it

Thanks so much ZOE
you are really a computer expert
im really proud of you eh.

LOL.
back to life in school
as a student councilor
as an ELDDS memebr
as a student of twss
as a daughter of my family
as a friend of my friends
as .......


Why is life so tiring?
I once thought life should be enjoyable
to eat, sleep and enjoy
However as i grew up
this thought seem to drift further and further from me
Even though i know why this is happening
(because as you are older
you have more responsibility
more burdens
more secrets from everybody
more of such negative stuffs)
but i just cant help feeling sad
why this is happening to me and not others
(of course i know others have their troubles)


I seem to be slacking
(cant even do questions given by my teacher from neighbourhood skl
not going to tuition, giving myself excuses all the time)
seem to be further further away from the sec1 and 2 px
seem to be more short-tempered
more frequently getting scolded
more muddle-headed
more uncaring for others
seem to be hurting others
those who really care for me


i really hate this kind of personality
it is like engulfing me
bit by bit
i seem to be disliking myself
...
What am i doing exactly?


I dont know.
Perhaps it's because of my over-confidence
because of my selfish-ness
comparing to my other friends
i seem like a devil
a needle that is like pricking others while protecting herself
this is cruel
extremely


* dont talk to me. Pls leave me alone to cool down.

Hey hey friends,
those who are going overseas
sorry
i did not really have the time to really bid farewell to you
as i have been bothered by too many things.
Teachers leaving,
My results deterioting
etc...

I once read a book
it says:
No matter how far you are from your friends
What matter most is the bond between you guys.
(i agree)


I hate to say this
but really
I LOVEEEEEE YOU GUYS :)
I REALLY MISS YOU GUYS!!!
how i hope time would stop now
when none of us will leave
all of us cracking jokes together
being punished together etc

I will not complain
because this is my class
the class which is the most memorable
(coz this year especially, we have gotten lots of scolding from various teachers)

YU XUAN
LIN THET
ZHAO JING
:
:
:
(many more)


PLEASE PLEASE REMEMBER TO COME BACK!!!
ALL THE BEST
AND BON VOYAGE (:



[Peixuan]
(keep in contact)

HEY HEY
IM BACK
MISS ME????

lol.
i will be back tmr
coz tmr will be my last paper for this week
MATHS PAPER !!!
I LURVE IT xD

*dun miss me xP

First time I saw you girl
You turned me upside-down
I can't stop thinking 'bout you
My head is spinning round
I got to find a way
To get with you somehow
Girl I'm so crazy for you
You know I want you now
And every minute of every single day
I'm dreaming of how it could be
and every night before I go to sleep
I'm praying that soon you'll be here with me
Heaven heaven oh heaven can't you help me?
I looked in her eyes now she's all I see
Heaven oh heaven can't you help me?
I'm down on my knees please help me
Can't fall asleep tonight
I don't what to do
I hold my pillow
but I wanna be holding you
And when I close my eyes
I always see your face
I know my happiness is only a kiss away
And every hour here in the dark
Every beat of my lonely heart
Tells me that I need to be with you
Heaven oh heaven what can I do?
Heaven heaven oh heaven can't you help me?
I'm giving my love for eternity
heaven oh heaven can't you help me?
I'm down on my knees please help me
Girl I'd give anything
If you were here with me
Give you anything you want
And anything you need I never thought that I
could feel the way I do
But now I wanna spend the rest of my life with you
And everyday that we are apart
I'm saving this love here in my heart
And every night before I go to sleep
I'm praying that soon you'll be here with me
Heaven heaven oh heaven can't you help me?
I looked in her eyes now she's all I see
Heaven oh heaven can't you help me?
I'm down on my knees please help me
Heaven...

You are so beautiful divine
everything abiout you is so fine
there is no pain in this world
that i cant endure so beautiful
so wonderful
and as we float on the floor
i hear the music of us
only us

This is our song
this is our song
we will remember forever and ever
it means to you what is means to me
so from this moment we know
this is our song our song

so unconditionally
so inexplicable

*thanks dude for this song
i loveee it
xP swear that she'll b fine
-FOREVER HAPPY -

u made me post this particular post
in a very sad tone x (

i didn wanna hurt u
it seems that im running away
sorry
i dun wanna b hurt again
the pain cannot b described
i dun wanna repeat the whole thing again
i dun wanna rmbr disgusting things
the words u said to me ytd's the ytd's afternoon
the feelings i felt tat moment
the feeeling whereby tears r at the verge of my eyes : (
but i dun chose not to let it out.

but it seems we r drifting
away and away
coz u chose nt to elaborate
and i chose nt to ask
actually i wanted to ask
but it seems u r avoiding me
so it's alright : )
im not a sensitive gal neither m i a lit. student
im a life science student
i dun take note of every movement
neither do i always take initiative
coz im afraid of being rejected
the words would vibrate around my ears
i hate this

tats why i quited
because im nt strong enough
neither do i have the courage to see them again
to stay in a team with them and go for matches
u may say tat im selfish im a rogue
YES im
you dun understand the pain and the barriers i haf to leap over
no one understands unless u r me
unless two becomes 1


to b honest
those days during the last 2 years
were the happiest years of my life
coz the 2 most precious ppl were there for me
however this year 1 is gone
the other ...
im a gal
i need people to pamper
i dun wanna take the innitiative always
(copy-righted xP)

you r right
perhaps we should try and cool down
and decide what's best for us
however rmbr that syudies comes first above all
dun let ur wings get harden and fly away from me xD
so study hard wish all the best for you
hope the right decision comes from you : )
MY ANATA : )
PX'S 22
ZOE'S 23

It's been such a long time since i last posted;
which is like me to wait till im free
LOL
finally learned to post pictures : )))
zoe,
im smarter than you.
anyway these are the ways i spend my holidays;

monday;
i went for my mock sec 4 chinese CA1
it was lik so damm diff
not quite la
juz exaggerating : )
anyway after tat
zoe and me went to limin's house
supposing to do chinese project
but then we went there for relaxation instead
LOL
we were like lying on the bed
enjoying the music
discussing our emotions : )
but it seems i dun have any
LOL
cold-hearted
we had a great talk
but then limin suddenly became pervert and started taking photos
EEWEEEEE
the photos are disgusting
believe me it's really disgusting

tuesday;
i went for scrabble competitions which was recorded for the Guinness world record
woolala men
mrs soo was damm late
me too : )
anyway
there were students from all over singapore
and some were quite nice
LOL
a pity,
i met some disgusting players
which reali irritates me
and that particular player said;
" when playing a comp. dont care abt ur opponent, juz play UR game."
WHAT THE HELL
at that point of time
I had actually wanted to give him a punch
to let him wake up
cog to me,
it's not aft winning
but aft making ferns
he's really sagacious

Wednesday and Thursday;
I jug stay and rot at home
including going to tuition
and I saw a new comer
he was so wilily
way
his hair style and his charisma was so dame good
LOL
anyway I juz told my tuition teacher about that
he said that he's very diligent and hardworking
a perfect match for me : P
next time I shall post his photo with mine
coz my camera is not with me now
hey Vivian
lets see if u will drool over him
LOL

whereas on Friday;
I went for a trip to SPH
LOL
QUITE NICE INDEED
with Wesley pointing middle finger at me
got a shock out of my life
he ain't like that in the past
HAISS
people change really fast : (
I thought he was the same old Wesley but reality smashed my dream
anyway it was quite a nice trip
cog Zoe and me was lke singing jay chou's and xiao zhu's song
LOL
after the SPH trip,
Zoe,limin and me went to Seoul garden for lunch
I met many ex classmates there
and that really surprised me
I was like
who the hell are you?
but then they told me their names and I suddenly remembered them
they really changed a lot
how about me?
did I change?
I dun think so
because they could recognize me
and I couldn't recognize them
anyway
Zoe and limin was like bullying me like hell and said I ate a lot but did I? HEAVEN PLEASE HELP ME : (((
LOL
I juz felt like eating
IM not happy at all so I kept on stuffing
sorry dudes
however I dun know the reason for my unhappiness
LOL
heck care

yah
I failed my English ; (
Mrs soo told me that I will score with Flying colors
but the result is juz the opposite
wth
IM too lazy to elaborate on it
too tired and sad
smashing all your hopes
try it
no one can understand it
unless you are me
and when two becomes one

however these things will not defeat me
coz IM a strong gal
jug a few weeping would be enough
LOL
IM looking forward to tomorrow
my cousins outing
at Clark quay.
playing games and enjoying myself.
thats the great thing i can enjoy TRUELY : )

LOL.
seemed to be a long time since i last visited my blog
almoost have forgotten my password and user ID
almost went to look for zoe's help.

things became out of hand these days
and i cant stand it
gal seems to b further from me
the other gal seems to b closer
but... i juz cant explain it
anyway i willl b generous enough to open my heart for both of them.

first is mrs soo
LOL
im sitting with ZHI WEI
tats her decision
coz she wans me to teach him maths.
it's lik i cant even save myself
how to teach him or rather help him?
but by hook or by crook
i will try my very best to help him
and hakim
it's considered quite" lucky" to sit beside him
coz i suppose he's quite a nice person?
OMG
anyway he's been quite a nice partner,
ocassionally telling me to shut up
nt bcoz he's listening to the teachers tokin
but juz wans a peace of his mind.
wth
i admit tat im indeed a pain in his neck,
but i cant explain
coz i cant shut my mouth
so sorry zhiwei : ((((

next is ms kang
WTFH
i cant control myself nt to detest her
rumours and comments sometimes indeed influence a person's mind
know what?
when my first test got 9 over 12,
she said;
" Everyone, you must learn from people like ain, peixuan and....."
then when my test got
(i dont really know coz she haven't gave the papers back but i noe is very bad coz she said;)
" Peixuan you have changed, i am so disappoionted in you."
it's lik wth
within sych a short period of time i can change?
she thinks im what?
wonderwoman?
supergirl?

the next incident is
when she was away for a meeting, worksheets were given out
those who did 2 pages
( whether it's copy or whatever she said;)
" Good, i can see effort being put in. Keep it up."
those who did only 1 page
she will say
" Not bad (in english means bad), erm... not really much effort being put in."
wth
if i had known,
i would not have done so many questions read so many pages of my textbook
just to answer a few questions of hers.

whereas for a-maths or e-maths,
it's like i see mdm mary's face almost everyday
haiss
but sometimes it's rather fun
coz i will be competing with zhiwei
and i feel gd
coz im always the one doing the fastest
but if i were to sit beside gage,
i will hate maths forever
coz he does it with the speed of bullet train
and thats so WOO-LALA
haiss


sign off
the old still the same;
PEIXUAN XD

LOL.
seemed to be a long time since i last visited my blog
almoost have forgotten my password and user ID
almost went to look for zoe's help.

things became out of hand these days
and i cant stand it
gal seems to b further from me
the other gal seems to b closer
but... i juz cant explain it
anyway i willl b generous enough to open my heart for both of them.

first is mrs soo
LOL
im sitting with ZHI WEI
tats her decision
coz she wans me to teach him maths.
it's lik i cant even save myself
how to teach him or rather help him?
but by hook or by crook
i will try my very best to help him
and hakim
it's considered quite" lucky" to sit beside him
coz i suppose he's quite a nice person?
OMG
anyway he's been quite a nice partner,
ocassionally telling me to shut up
nt bcoz he's listening to the teachers tokin
but juz wans a peace of his mind.
wth
i admit tat im indeed a pain in his neck,
but i cant explain
coz i cant shut my mouth
so sorry zhiwei : ((((

next is ms kang
WTFH
i cant control myself nt to detest her
rumours and comments sometimes indeed influence a person's mind
know what?
when my first test got 9 over 12,
she said;
" Everyone, you must learn from people like ain, peixuan and....."
then when my test got
(i dont really know coz she haven't gave the papers back but i noe is very bad coz she said;)
" Peixuan you have changed, i am so disappoionted in you."
it's lik wth
within sych a short period of time i can change?
she thinks im what?
wonderwoman?
supergirl?

the next incident is
when she was away for a meeting, worksheets were given out
those who did 2 pages
( whether it's copy or whatever she said;)
" Good, i can see effort being put in. Keep it up."
those who did only 1 page
she will say
" Not bad (in english means bad), erm... not really much effort being put in."
wth
if i had known,
i would not have done so many questions read so many pages of my textbook
just to answer a few questions of hers.

whereas for a-maths or e-maths,
it's like i see mdm mary's face almost everyday
haiss
but sometimes it's rather fun
coz i will be competing with zhiwei
and i feel gd
coz im always the one doing the fastest
but if i were to sit beside gage,
i will hate maths forever
coz he does it with the speed of bullet train
and thats so WOO-LALA
haiss


sign off
the old still the same;
PEIXUAN XD

hey hey
miss u so much my dear old worn out blog
lol
it's juz tat NO ONE'S here to change u
haiss
tat blogger pro is nt here to change ur skin

haiss
it's realli dmm stress in sec 3
now then i noe how stress they r
and noe wad
my chem gt 59
i was lik so wanting to cry
i didn imagine i would gt tat marks
and yt all my other frens gt much higher than me
even hakim gt better than me
im nt degrading him
but i reali cant imagine
im so sad
whenever i recall tis
i was lik so sad
it's lik every1 was lik gg up
and me
lagging below
i cant imagine wad will life b for me when i go up
will my chem fail???
next is my bio
it's lik only 62
i was lik another blow
another blow tat strike my tainted heart
I DUN WAN TIS
my bro gt better higher marks than me
i dun wan tis to b happening
: (((((((((

yeah
next
i went to be the audience of 2 debates
they were lik so pro
and was lik so woolala
lol
their was 1 who's called PEI huang
think so
from new zealand
and zoe's lik drooling over him
hahas
sec 3 life is nt at all nice
it's lik so ewee
i dun lik
i juz wan a cool unstressed life
bud i noe tat is impossible
mum always says tat i hafta work hard.....
it's nt i dun wan
bud it's gettin harder to breathe for me
things r gg unexpected
i cant handle it
i so wanna rise up to jc
and enjoy life
bud i noe i cant
these r part and parcel of life
i hafta learn to accept it
god noes wad i will becom when im outta sec 4
a mad gal?
a crazy person who goes ard giving stupid lectures??
i cant stand it
bud i will overcom it
hahas
im strong : ))))

gal if u reali wanna go,
i will let u go
i dun wan to b the 1 pulling u down
i noe im nt gd enugf for u
i noe tat
so
if u wanna leave
i wont stop u
i will let u go
even if it means breaking my heart
coz it seems much less laughter wif me
i seems to b making things worse
i wont stop u
u may go
i will try to accept it
i haf said
im strong
i will overcom it
i will bcom independent
i wont stop u : ))))

i wanna go
go to a faraway place where there are a place for idiots and stupids
i dun wanna live here
it's to challenging for me
i cant hold on
w/o all the essential things i once haf
i will fall
and it will nt b a surprise for me : )))

sign off
peixuan : ))))))))))
too happy to b happy
too sad to b sad : )

hey gal
where to start from?
lol
me olso nt sure
i haf once lost a fren
as close as u
she told me off tat very day when we broke off
i felt so damm lost on tat very day
tat day i didn even noe tat the fruit i was cuttin was already soaked wif my tears
tat was my past
and i didn wanna think abt it
ever since the day norman scolded u

the day was the ever heart-breaking i ever had
perhaps i was sensitive
or wad
u seemed to haf decided to drift away from me tat day
i was lik nt asleep the whole nite
thinkng abt u guys
i really had nt much energy to cope wif my work
im afraid i would lose u as well as floop my studies
i noe im selfish
BUT SEEING U WIF AIN AND SHA THEY ALL REALI VROKE MY HEART
u noe my character
IM EASILY JEALOUS
u knew it
even if a person i tok tyo nvr reply to me i wld b so sensitive so as to think tis and tat
and rmbr u were the 1 who consoled me told me tat ppl hafta their diffculties
tat was the reason tat i was willing to give u up to ain
okay to b fair
i dun wanna give u up
io tot over it
arent i better than her?
bud then ur actions gave me the answers
i noe im sensitive
bud i really dun wan ppl to think tat im their burden or wadeva
i haf a strong intergrity ( smth lik tat)
i dun deny
bud the way u ignored me was realli heart-wrenching
i really didn noe why u changed
but i noe the answer now
and it was all bcoz of me.

bud i juz dun wanna b hurt again
sorry
i noe im in the wrong
it's all my fault
i dun wanna my old wounds to touch salt
so i decided to let u go
i wanted to make myself give u up
hahas
didn noe tat u too felt the same way
i knew everything is all my fault
so i haf to apologize
u haf smth in u which doesnt allow u to tok to me
i noe u miss me
miss the talks and jokes we always had
how abt me?
i miss them too
tat was smth relaxing
which i wld take away the stress
now im damm stress
first my h/w
then my families
do u noe tat the cut finger cut was related to tis?
then my frens
im afraid of loneliness
i hate being abandoned
and im reali damm sorry

SORRY
i really haf no words to describe my sadness
i hope we can b lik b4
toking together and jokes as well
i noe tat ur frenship was a long one
and a sweet one too
i noe tat
i actually really tot u and ain and sha they all
so i didn wanna b ur burden
i didn wanna u to feel irritated bcoz of me
im nt tat kinda person
so im prepared to give up
really
im nt really sad
but a bit disappointed
coz i hafta gt a long film of memories wif me
engulf fo rthe rest of my life
and a bit disappointed
coz i didn bring the friendship to the full-stop of my life : ))
to b truthful tat wasnt some kinda tv dramas script
it was from the bottom of my heart
i can swear
and i olso swear tat i will do my best to seek ur forgiveness


I WILL
AND I WILL STICK TO U LIK A PIECE OF SHYT
OR A PIECE OF BUBBLEGUM AND NVR LEAVE U
EVEN IN THE TOILET
I SWEAR
AND I WILL BEGIN MY ACTIONS
NOW I SWEAR I WILL B WIF U
EVEN IF I HAFTA SHYT I WILL PULL U OVER TO THE TOILET AND MAKE U STAY K?
IM SORRY TAT I CANT LIK CRY LIK HAKIM
CRY AND LET MRS SOO LET U SIT BY MY SIDE
NEXT TIME
I WILL TOK AND TOK AND TOK
LIK HOW WE USED TO B
I WILL TRY AND SALVAGE TIS FRIENDSHIP
AND I OLSO SWEAR TAT I WILL NVR B SO GENEROUS
I WILL B EXTREMELY SELFISH
AND STINKINGLY STICKY
CAN?

sign off
the selfish,stinky sticky,sad,noble gal
and extremely SORRY to haf broke ur heart : (
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okay guys
sry to haf made u waited for my blog
hahs
seems tat my posts r quite important eh?
okay : P
erm..
letta me strat mif my sec 1 orientation camp
it was lik so... on the first day
coz some sec 1 was lik so damm shy
they were too shy to say or do anything
or even too hyper
and tok tok tok
and we scs hafta beg them to shut their mouth
hahas
it seems tat i hafta lost my voice after hours of shouting and cheering on the first day
i wanted to b hyper
so tat the sec 1s can learn from me
and bcom better
i mean nt reali better
but...
more hyper and involved in the activities and cheers
especially the MASS DANCE
hahas
we had to dance a cute dance
first of coz when we sc tried it out
it was a bit embarassing
but then i gt used to the dance and influenced my sec 1i
hahs
tat was the class which won the first for the
cheering competion
haha
congrats to FRAGILE SHAWN
who had lost his 20% of hopes on 1i coz they were somewad naughty?
think so
coz the hall was very very noisy so i didn reali pay attention to wad he was saying.
he was the one who taught the sec 1i their class cheers
lol
and i was the inspiration!!!
cool eh?
he said i look lik a person : )
okay

anyway im loyal to my cca k
hahas
for my cca day
all the eldds ppl were lik performing a scene extracted from footprints in the sand
lol
i was actually considered to b the experience 1 in the grp
bud then i felt so damm nervous
dunno y
then every thing felt lik coming out of my body
lik shit-ing etc
at tat instance i feel i hafta made a very very big sacrifice to my cca lea
my roles include all those eeeeeweeeee characters lea
lik whores, "free" stripping of COAT hahs
my frens even ask me
"R u gonna strip ur clothes again?"
i was lik so embarass front of her.
coz other i cant wear w/o my pashmina...(too EEWEEEEEE)
i swear the next script
i must b an innocent and those gd gd characters
no more these kinda roles for me.
anyway for the footprints in the sand,
it was supposed to b a serious, heart-wrenching scene
bud then the sec 1s were lik laughing all the way
luckily some of the teachers said tat the play was quite gd
hahs
of coz
all thanks to me rite?
a pity the mikes were soft
otherwise it wld b perfect
lol

hmm..
me juz came bak from mrs soo's huse
hahas
ate pizza, ice-cream and chips
can b considered quite full haha
i didn reali had the appetite
coz for lunch i had 1 packet of rice, 3 chicken wings and 2 packet of drinks.
hahaha pig eh?
i was lik so damm HUNGRY
it was over lunch time lea
then bcoz of my cca
i gave up my lunch
hahaha

okay hahs gtg now : )))
to bathe
haha
otherwise i wld b extremely smelly

sign off
tired and smelly
noble and courageous
peixuan!!!!!

cam bak from OBS camp
hahs
so damm tired
it was quite fun hahs
yeah
on the first day
i had a long chat with hafiz
hahs
me and him quite similar
had almost the same hobbies and "illness"
we sat on the log at the beach
tok after we had our dinner until steve came and taught ur how to wash the mess tins
hahs
with idah too
he's extremely cute
hahs
friendly as well as nice in character
tat's the first day
then the second day
we went kayaking
hahs hope i spelt it correctly
hahs
partner wif hafiz at first bud then chanmged to ah chai then to nick
hahs
when i was wif hafiz everything went on quite smoothly
bud when i was wif ah chai
the kayak was lik goin circles
and i was lik using all my energy to move the kayak goin against the waves
whereas for ah chai
he was lik doin nth
bud then nvr mind
then i changed my partner to nick
hahs
he was lik scolding me lik hell lor
i mean nt reali scolding lar
or mayb naggin?
hahs
then the third day we went treking
hahs
so damm heavy lor the bag pack
i carried the bag pack and a bag where all the cans are placed
hahs
struggling to reach the destination
bud then we were all lost
then we played a game and went bak to our camp site
hahs
when we returned to the camp site
we cooked maggie mee
it was okay lar
then we went to sleep
next morning we woke up
and we found tat our bag packs were lik so full of ants
hahs
got it away
and at the last nite
qwe didn sleep much
we spent most of the nite toking crap
hahs
i slept bud then i did attend the tok
bud after a abt 15 mins
iz went to sleep and slowly one by one went to sleep
hahs
me is lik so sway
forget abt it lar
on the whole
i erm...
qite enjoy the whole camp
bud the last thing im nt happy is
others get to b tanned
and me
nt as tanned as them
it's lik no diff
haisss

went home and washed my clothes
and it stinks to hell men
i washed it lik 3 to 4 times
then can the smell b away from the clothes
hahs
so smelly

sign off
tired and stinky

hahs
todae went out wif my cousin to the far east plaza
regreted it
hahs
swear nt to go out wif her again
and nt to go to tat shop again
on the whole
not reali very nice
me walk until my legs r cramped
pain
acute
but she said imma lousy
she told me to continue
then we pass by a shop
saw a dress
purple in colour
she ask me if tats nice
i told her nt bad
juz to satisfy her
and tat was the only dress i said nt bad
then i went to the toilet
after i cam bak
she held on to a plastic bag and gave me the dress
i was lik
NONONONONO
DUN GIMME
I DUN WEAR TAT!!!!!
bud then i din wanna disappoint her
so i told her okay
i "will" wear it
it's lik so eweeee
i dun wear dress
EWEEEE
PUKING
VOMITING
: S
budda then i hafta no choice
then she told me to wear it often
it was so EWEEE
i mean the dress is nice
bud then i DUN wear dress
haiss

UNLUCKY DAY
: S

woke up ard 11 plus
hahs
had to go to meet limin and zoe
at abt 12pm
hahs
overslept again
tat's the i dunno how many time excuse le
hahs

ytd nite i was lik begging my bro for his fone
coz mine's spoilt
then he promised
but of coz wif 1 condition
help him type out his proposal
god dammit
so i burn midnite oil juz to help him type the darn proposal out
hahs
then i started to copy songs to my mp3
hahs
after tat i read a book abt lawyer then i went to bed at abt 2 plus
hahs
such a gd sister is surely hard to find

so i had to rush
told my mom i didn wanna eat
budda she said
"no breakfast, no gg out"
too bad
hahs
so i had to eat the bowl of dumpling noodles b4 i could go out
i ate it and brought out abt 10plus dollars wif me
okay
while i was waking towards cck mrt
i suddenly tot tat i had to top-up my ez-link card
oh gosh
y do unfortunate things happen to me at the most critical time?
haiss
so i decided to use the money and take out $10 to top-up my card
hahs
after a long long long long journey
we finally reached somerset
then zoe brought us outta of the mrt station to the dunno-wad
when we went to the dunno-wad
i suddenly rmbr tat i had went there b4 to buy cookies
hahs
so we went to eat LJS
i mean onli limin and zoe ate
i didn
felt full after eatin tat bowl of noodles
hahs
then we went to k-box
while we were walking there
limin had been tripped by me several times
poor limin
we finally reached k-box
and we went in

we settled ourselves down
budda when i touch my bag
i felt tat my bag was damp
i took out my water bottle
and found tat the cap wasn't properly tightened
and so
my bag was completely wet by the water
including my skirt
haiss
y m i so unluckly?
nvr mind
next we sang songs
limin's voice was lik so WOO-LALA
zoe's voice is still as clear and sweet as ever
whereas for mine
EHEM
it's OKAY
cant blame me
i hafta gt sore throat
then i went to the toilet wif zoe
found tat there was no lock
SHOCKED
bud than i recovered
hahs
zoe used her foot to push bak the door
i trust her
-juz for tat instance-
after a few hours of singing
we wanted to proceed home
so we went to foot the bill
and it was lik
$3o plus
we were lik
OH MY GOD
bcoz wad limin told us and wad we see is 2 different thing
so it's okay
i was a bit shocked
coz everytime my mum or elder cousin will certainly foot the bill for me
hahs
then we went home
gossiping abt everyone
including YOU
hahs
yeah you
the person reading tis now
hahs
on my way home i saw jiu yuan
hahs
and some actors and actresses filming their shows ard guardian
no interest
so i went straight home after visiting the library
hahs
passing by the 7-eleven shop
i saw yuyun and her mum
hahs
didn notice
her mum called me
so i smiled to her and called her "auntie"
to b respectful towards her
lik my mum said

now im bak home
eating my fav choco doughnut
hahs
DEE-LII-CIOUSSS
HAHS
wanna eat?
NO
hahs

sign off
eatin choco doughnut now
tired : S

woke up in the morning
ate a bowl of noodles
my father prepared it
hahs nt bad lar
budda shld put more CHICKEN
hahs
then doreen called me
wanted me to go swimmin
i told her no problem if everything goes smoothly

tdae wanted to go for a swim
budda i cant
coz no one's goin
then it's boring to go alone
so i decided nt to go
but to stay at home and do h/w
haiss
fone rang
my cousin called me
to say tat she had quralled wif her mother
i couldn't do anything
bud juz hear her grumble
felt a bit hungry
ate 2 pieces of toasted bread
hahs
then continued doin my chinese newspaper article
after tat then i did my maths paper 1
then i received a call from limin
hahs
she asked if i wanted to go to k-box
we were to meet at the cck mrt control station at 1.30
k-box?
omg
i was lik so....
i mean i can sing
bud...
u noe
my singing is okay only
im afraid tat their ear drums will explode
hahs
yeah
then i went online and zoe told me tat we r gg to orchard
i was lik
PHEW
hahs
and a bit shocked
coz i was supposed to meet my group members at 12.30
then zoe told me to meet her at 12
haiss
so i hafta cancell my group meeting
see how much i sacrificed for my frens?
hahs jkjk
bud then think bak
actually orchard is not a bad idea
hahs
better than k-box
i mean next time then we go k-box
muz letta me train my voice rite
and letta me be metally prepared
hahs

to b realistic
orchard so big
where we gg
and i rmbr byle's blog
wad if we r lost in orchard?
hahs
i dun expect tat
coz zoe's said she's quite sure of where to go
hahs
okay now imma watching the star awards
hahs
juz now zoe said tat she's gt the newbie award
hahs
i didn see her
perhaps the camera has problems video taping her
ahahahahaha
okay lar
better nt say too much abt her
otherwise she will burst into tears
hehehehehehehehe
budda now she is addicted to star awards
haisss left me behind
bud it'd alrite
coz im watching too
hehs

sign off
watching star awards (bored)
peixuan : )

tdae
woke up early in the morning at abt 9 o'clock
for the sec 4s "farewell" party
think so
we were supposed to meet at 9.30am
budda im always late
so this is nt at all a surprise
the surprise is
of so many ppl
onli 4 turned up
it was so lik so.....
i highlighted the farewell card words ...
zoe wrote them
it was lik so
if i had knwn then i wldn't haf done so many
i had to erase the pencil lines
and use a marker to over write them
haiss

bud then
im quite an optimistic gal
so i had quite enjoyed the trip
bud then
it was a pity tat we had to leave early
at abt 3.45pm
haiss
we onli played a few rides
budda i quite enjoyed them
the most memorable 'trip'
was the HAUNTED HOUSE
upon knowin im the most
'courageous'
person in the group
they wanted me to walk in front
then the guy who's wearin a black coat and hood
kept on shouting non-stop
it was lik so scary
he shouted as if ppl wanna kill him
so he shout i shout
and this continued
until at the flash flash area
derrel walked in front then behind him was me and zoe
the most funniest thing is hakim was lik shouting and screamin non-stop
he is a guy i mean
he's not supposed to b screaming...
okay
then next was the inverter
it was lik so damm scary
hahs
even thoughi admit i shouted a lot
bud then it was reali scary
yeah
wanted to take the pepsi thingy ride
bud then it was under renovation
at the end of the trip
kim and i wanted to take the tsunami ride
bud then we were supposed to go off
and zoe ain and the guys doesnt wanna take it
so i had no choice
perhaps tats fated???
bud then i will go there again
wif the same ppl
the sec 4s , sec 2s and the sec 1s
hahs
they were quite brave
hahs
to b honest
hahs all of them felt puking tired dzzy etc
bud then i onli felt lik puking nth else
hahs perhaps im reali abnormal
hahs

after tat
we waited for ms mah to arrive
bud then mrs soo told us to leave
coz we all know tat ms mah wld not com
haiss
then we went to the library
to rest
i was quite quiet
dunno why
juz didn felt lik tokin
felt sad?
mayb
those happy-go-lucky sec 4s leaving us
of coz hafta tat kinda feelings
haiss
wonder wld the sec 1s hafta tat kinda feelings when we bcom sec 4s and leave
bud think bak
they r quite cruel
hahs
then those guys wanted to go to let's eat
i felt ok
upon arriving there
i felt so sick
dunno why
no appetite
saw zoe, ain, sha, hakim, tsuaman
eating so happy
i felt abit bad
coz i went in there not eatin
haiss
even though they persuaded me to eat
bud then i reali had no appetite
then wec went to laser flair
shop ard
then we went home
HOME SWEET HOME
then now i feel hungry
hahs
me now feel lik eatin
hahs
im eating my chocolate doughnut lik now
hahs
oOoops the screen has chocolate
shit
ok gtg to clean my comp screen

sign off
tired and wanna puke
cleaning my computer screen now...

hehs
ppl say i hafta similar posts
i olso dunno why leh
budda im sure tat it's ALRITE
rite?
IT'S ALRITE
no big deal ar
hehs

yeah
long time haven post le
so now imma gg to write a long long 1
hope lar
coz me later wanna eat alady
yeah
went for prom nite
felt so damm tired

imagine ar...
(after 2 days)
in the morning i went for tuition
then
i went home
my cousin called me
say wanna fetch me to my doreen's house for her bdae party
smth lik to eat buffet
then i went down
waited for 10 mins
i went up to my house again
coz imma hungry
then i took some rice and some vegetables
then as i were to eat it
she called and said tat she was downstairs waitin for me
it's lik
oh my god
it's alrite
coz i my sister ate it
then we went to my cousin house
i went in for a swim
then i ate and ate and ate
until the buffet time came
i ate and ate and ate
erm...
i ate 1 and a half choco doughnut
erm...
1 currypuff
and lots of other things
LOTS OF LOTS OF THINGS
hahs
then we played a game
the four feet for me is to find a guy and sit on his lap for abt 10 secs
it was lik so eeweeee
budda everything was rather nice
it was fabulous!!!!!
hahs
wish another tis kind aparty will come hahs

sign off
wettie wet
pei xuan

hahs
tdae cancelled my swimming meetin wif doreen and the bunch of guys
coz i hafta go to my granny house
then on my way there saw a bunch of SAJC
one of them was my senior
yeah
then we toked for abt 10 mins
then i went to my granny house

yeah
felt bad tat i cancelled my meetin wif them
coz i was lik promised t
them i wld go...
budda tooo bad
them my brother rented some videos and imma watchin them lik NOW....


sigh off
-peixuan-
watchin teveeEEEe :P

hahs
today i hafta finally drop in a post
juz for zoe

in the morning
i went surfing the net
then in the afternoon
suddenly the SMILE project thingy crossed my mind
i was lik so damm stunned
i as the leader didn't even read up the topic or give them a call
i have completely forgotten abt the thingy
tis is nt the worse thing
the worse thing is
i hafta lost the details of my group members contact no.
and the only person who haf the contact list is zhaojie
i was lik amad gal
huntin for his no.
at last i given up
i was lik so damm depressed
sad
guilty
and on the verge of breakin down
budda luckily zoe gave me some1's no.
and tat i hafta found zhaojie
and he too gave me the members contact no.
PHEW

on the second day
i was supposed to go to mrs soo's competition
budda my tuition teacher suddenly gone bonkers
he wanted me to go for tuition in the mornin knowin tat imma
a lazy pig.
let's see wad wld happen tmr.


sign off
-peixuan-
*fortune teller :)

PHEW
finallly i hafta reached home
after the long hours of bus ride
and the caburary crunchie ain had held
throughout the journey
wif the yellow yellow thingy drippin on the bus
i knew tat she wasn't sure tat the thing wld drip.

in the morning i went for tuition
abt 9.30 i met vivian for breakfast at the tw coffee shop
then we went for tuition together
we reached the tuition at abt 10.15am
then i got started wif my maths questions
with the toopid
ANGLE OF ELEVATION
and the
ANGLE OF DEPRESSION
i was lik almost every question
i had to ask my tuition teacher
so useless
but the most useless thing is
i could nt brace up my confidence to tell my tuition teacher
tat i had to go off
at abt 11.45
knowin i had to meet zoe they all at the mrt control station there at 12pm
and it dragged and dragged
finally at abt 11.55
i told my tuition teacher
and he wanted me to do the last question b4 i go off
i went out at abt 12pm
and i rushed to the bus-stop immediately
i waited for the bus patiently
for abt 5 mins
and the bus was lik so crowded and slow
but nvr mind
i went there
got scolded
i mean some kind of scoldings and went off to millienia walk
after the competition
we went for the movie
SKYHIGH
wah
it was lik so cool and nice
ain was lik so into peace
he was lik so damm hot
and zoe was lik
"WAH....WAH...WAD'S HIS NAME AR? THEN THE OTHER GUY LEH???....."
but...
to b honest
they were quite attractive
then we went for pasta mania?
think so
yeah
ate the chicken spagetti
it was lik so
erm.....
but the thing i lik is th pizza
i was lik tokin and eatin non-stop
and fightin the pizza wif hakim
im sure the rest wld b lik
"WAH..PX COULD REALI EAT...."
hahs
but tat day i was lik so damm FULL
then i went to deli and bought breads for my family
hehs
delicious.
we then played a prank on hakim
and then
HOME SWEET HOME.


sign off
-peixuan-
dead and tired zZZzzzzZZZ

hahs
juz came bak from skl
TIRED
was the only word which could describe the plight im in now
after long hours in skl
short hours of slept
i went bak home
then went to tuition
juz for the sake of my cousin
who's havin her O-levels
we did a summary
and my marks was higher than hers
i was quite shocked in the first place
but later no
coz it's nth to b happy abt


i went home
went online
then ask some1 a question
got the answer
then felt so damm lame and cold
saw tat zoe's nt online
no more teasing for me....


sigh off
-peixuan-
*tired

hahs
juz came bak from swimming
had a great time
i won my cousin doreen
in speed as well as in stamina
but i haf also lost to henry
the main thing is my brother and i r equal
hahahaha
but after tat doreen pulled me in for a steam
didn lik it
coz i could hardly breathe
my hands and legs were all red
and it was quite smelly
(onli to me coz nobody smelt anythin)
from tat moment i hated STEAM
i wonder y do ppl lik steaming?
if they wanna feel hot
juz pour boiling water over them
but y in world STEAM?
i was 'abused' for nearly 5 minutes


when i hav finally bathe finished
i went out of the toilet
to my horror
all the food was finish!
including the fruit punch!
wad's the world bcome to?
i went home wif an empty stomach
cooked myself 1 cup noodles
felt hungry
toasted 2 kaya bread
sat down and watched toopid tv programes
wanted to go online
but my fingers r too lazy
so i decided to wait a little longer


got no msges from anybody of mrs soo's no.
felt frustrated
y in the world me hafta do the INVITATION CARDS???
but all i can say is the sec 4s r quite fortunate
to recieve a card produce by me
haiss
had a short tok wif zoe
then she left w/o sayin bb to me
felt a little sad
bud decided to cheer up
coz
she waited quite long =P

sign off
-peixuan-
the frustrated gal :(

hahs
finally getta abit of my personal time
to lay my fingers
on the keyboard.
some ppl r now rushin for their exams
some ppl r now enjoyin their time
but neither r those 2 suitable for me
coz imma now rushin for projects and homeworks.
to b truthful,
i hav not done a single 1 since the holidays.
and now,
imma havin cold feets
tryin to rush the work
and
especially the invitation cards for the sec 4s
i haf to do it!


i reali dunno
there's lik so many ppl gifted in art
bud miss mah still wanted me to do it
i asked her
but she say
" i wan u to do an ugly 1 for them."
ok
i noe my art is BAD
but all i can say to the sec 4s in ELDDS is
:"tooo bad"
i didn wan to do it.
so dun blame me =P


i find myself the most innocent fella
and tdae i wanna mrs soo's no.
but it's lost
coz i didn save it in my new fone
god dammit
and now
no one noes her no.
most important is
i hafta give the sec 4s the invitation cards
wad is tis
givin the cards juz b4 their exams
and to b truthful,
i haf not done a single piece
so i decided to leave it to fate

signin off
-peixuan-
last-minute worker =P

hahahaha
rather gd day todae
coz i didn hafta zoe to bug me
hahaha kiddin lar
a sad day rather
zoe's not there!
hahaha
begin my online life wif chunyu
hah
begin by buggin her for bks
she nearly got pissed off by me
but...
she love me again.

skipped my tuition tdae
hope mummy wont scold me
hahahaha
coz i hafta skip
coz henry is not there
haiss
wad to do lar
juz slack
reason?
completed my examinations!
ha

signin off.

ehem....
imma bak
i noe all of ya miss me
tats y all of ya wanna me go post more rite?
i understand
so i hafta ABANDON all my burden
and tok a tiny winy little bit of tim to post tis
yea
td i sick then overslept
(partially overslept coz i forgot to activate my alarm clock whereas for the sick portion, it was a few days ago....)
yea
then i called the general office got miss ong to call me
told me imma in life science stream
in sec 3D
at first i was quite delighted
bud when limin called and told me more abt the 2Ds leavin me
i felt DEPRESSED
omg
so many gd frens leavin me....
juz cant bear to
haiss
now onli me ain zoe and limin in the same class
the rest all left us
i wanted to appeal
bud
i dun think imma allowed to do so
bud it's alrite
coz i now tat they r always in my heart
memories wld nvr eva disappear
blah blah blah

juz tok to the weirdo
quite weirdo
yah tats zoe
she told me abt her thoughts
an urge to appeal
bud then i dun haf the form
perhaps tats fate
haiss
had a tiny winy bit of missin her face
bud then when i tok to her
i felt
no more of tat MISSING
hahs
kiddin lar weirdo
yea
everyone hafta learn to let go
so wads wrong wif tis lettin go
i wld juz hafta learn how to let go
yea

signing off
extremely depressed gal
and 'sickly' gal = p

hey hey
imma in the computer labbie now...
hehs
wif mi class and mr. huang
hahahaha
budda tis time i gd gal...
i nuse this thingy when mr. huang allowed me...
yeah
said abt the art period juz now...
the art teacher was looking at me while she was tokin...
so scary...
i think imma too irresistable tat the art teacher fall in love wif me
yea
eye witness : zoe, subaa
informers : zoe, subaa
yea ask them if u hafta any doubts
yea so boring lar the lessons
juz now very tird
yea
with venki and the bunch of guys teasing zoe etc
hahahaha
budda my aryt the best
any how draw olso can getta 80 plus over 100
hahahhahahha
unlike SOME PPL!!!!!!!!
hahahaha
jkjkjk
hehs
yea
zoe is fuming now when she heard the song
wake me up hen september ends
budda i think she lik untittled
yea
a rather sad song hehs
she is now complainin of the slow progress of freindster and humin the song...
i cant stand it
hah
jkjkjk
her voice v. v. v. nice lar k
"obviously!!!!"
was her reply.

hey hey
imma a strong gal???
said by zoe
yupp
true imma a strong gal
hehs
always strong
yupp
now imma in skl wif zoe
atta the same computer
sayin all those crap again
we r a bunch of crapers
hahs
now helpin mdm jaya with the sec 4 testimonals
yupp
after tis imma gg to lot 1
hehs
limin treatin us
yupp
ppl r always so toopid
makin mistakes over and over again
lik all my frens
always makin the mistakes they shldnt b makin
budda their mistakes dun affect me
coz imma so damm hyper these days...
perhaps by the sa2
rather excited yah
then olso awaitin
coz after tat imma gonna b crazy
gonna do lotta things
lotta unbelievable things
imma gg to fly over the world wif zoe
on my wings
btw...zoe invited herself....
omg
miee flyin over the world wif her????
i would rather go with a PIG...
hah jkjk
imma scared tat u wld ignore miee again...
then i wld b bored to death
hahs
long time no bloggin le
yupp
scared tat ppl say my blog dead...
so i hafta decided to write a longer one
so ppl outta there shld at least gimme some cheers!!!!!!!
c'mon say wif miee
PX GO
PX GO
PX GOGOGO!!!!
thank u

~signing off le
cool and excited =)

hey hey
imma in my skl lab...
yupp
imma a bad gal hehs
no one can deny tat coz imma a bad gal...
(no lar coz i at home gotta do revision wad)
so imma so callled well-prepared.
hahahahaha
erm...
my blog seems dead so i have decided to make it live again by doin some CPR????
think so...
can it survive????
yupp
think so
with me around...
of coZ it will survive...

now imma learning the HEART!!!
y doesnt hreart hav a small small brain so tat it noes when to stop and when to beat???
things are always so complicated...
yupp
budda i will always recover
coz my frens are like the platelets
always stopping the blood in me from flowing tats y i can survive till now...
yupp
juz gotta help from 1 of my frens...
quitee smart ar...
hehs
with ppl playin music and goin msn...
it is reali a torture seein tat
coz it tempts me to do tat too...
hehs
ok lar
bell ring le
gtg now

~ signing off
smart and tempted
wakakakaakaka

hey imma bak again
here i m it's not a perfect world
hahs
tat's a song
hehs
yupp
so ppl say tat mi blog is lik a dead 1 so i hafta decided
to turn over a new leaf and post some new blogs here.
hahahaha
i felt so damm bad
for so many things i did
for so many ppl tat i hav hurt badly
reali sorry ppl outta there
lik the mistake i did for the festival...
felt lik crying when she said those things
dunno y
saw the hardwork in her eyes
budda i held on to my tears and
forced a smile outta mi face
it's reali diffcult
very
budda imma happy again
coz...
i hafta
i dun wanna maka ebey1 worry for me
i hate it.
i dun wanna cry on a happy occasion
budda i will 1 day when i cannot take it...
and tat will b the day when i ...
dunno leh
let it b a mystery.

yai hav read a book tittled
-i noe wadda u did last summer-
it's a nice book
there's a quote
something is gonna hit ur butt if u dun quit complaining...
yupp
tats nice
and rather funny
hehs
yupp
tats all for tdae
hehs

~signing off
tired and a tiny winny bit of hurting???
think so. (=

hey ya
imma now in skl writin a blog
hehs
secretly...
w/o teacher's permission...
hehs shhh...
ya begin my day by going to skl to meet my teacher for the toopid mcee thing again..
budda...
quite fun lar
still have piles of homework i haven touch...
tuition h/w
skl h/w
teacher's PERSONAL h/w
haiss
my life is filled wif h/w all the way
yea
here is mi wif lm and kelvin
who leaked out to teacher tat imma blogging...
toopid him lar
budda he quite fun hehs
took lm fone
and played wif it
so useless...
hehs budda nvr mind
coz now imma busy wif typing the toopid mcee script...
haiss
so damm poor thing...
budda nvr mind coz i will b enjoyin a treat soon...
hehs



~signing
busy and fun gal

hehs juz came bak from tuition...
yea done the toopid NUCLEAR COMPREHENSION....
juz dunno y he wants to torture mi
imma onli a sec 2 student
not a sec 4 student!!!!
budda i noeee
"it's all for ur own gd.."
tats wadda mi mum said
gotta fed up wif her
can't stand her and mi tuition teacher
always gang up to bully mi
immma onli a KID

haiss
begin my day by gg to skl early in the morning
for home economics
yupp
saw lotta ppl on my way there
hadda lotta fun during the lesson...
laugh till i can't stop
dunno y
budda CONSTIPATION is the word we laugh
till i drop
then lm told the teacher tat imma lik laughin
and she tot immma lik mad
budda it's alrite
coz i noe imma not mad =)

hehs
then went to the MAC again
after the remedial
ate a meal
tok crap wif zoe and mi frens
lik our chidhood
then
went bak to skl for ELDDS

yupp
we tok crap there
and some1's mouth was so damm big...
okay i will forgive him...
budda he owe mi a mac treat
yea supper big treat
then after tha happy moments gone,
we chose a script
decide on who's printin it
then went h0me
budda for miee,
it's hard work!!!
i gotta home
rest for a while
went to bathe
then went for tuition
yea
imma so damm tired tonite
sry guys
gtg now
otherwie...
i would drop dead


~signing off
tired and sleepy gal
the mad gal too hehs =)