Saturday, March 18, 2006
u made me post this particular postin a very sad tone x (
i didn wanna hurt u
it seems that im running away
sorry
i dun wanna b hurt again
the pain cannot b described
i dun wanna repeat the whole thing again
i dun wanna rmbr disgusting things
the words u said to me ytd's the ytd's afternoon
the feelings i felt tat moment
the feeeling whereby tears r at the verge of my eyes : (
but i dun chose not to let it out.
but it seems we r drifting
away and away
coz u chose nt to elaborate
and i chose nt to ask
actually i wanted to ask
but it seems u r avoiding me
so it's alright : )
im not a sensitive gal neither m i a lit. student
im a life science student
i dun take note of every movement
neither do i always take initiative
coz im afraid of being rejected
the words would vibrate around my ears
i hate this
tats why i quited
because im nt strong enough
neither do i have the courage to see them again
to stay in a team with them and go for matches
u may say tat im selfish im a rogue
YES im
you dun understand the pain and the barriers i haf to leap over
no one understands unless u r me
unless two becomes 1
to b honest
those days during the last 2 years
were the happiest years of my life
coz the 2 most precious ppl were there for me
however this year 1 is gone
the other ...
im a gal
i need people to pamper
i dun wanna take the innitiative always
(copy-righted xP)
you r right
perhaps we should try and cool down
and decide what's best for us
however rmbr that syudies comes first above all
dun let ur wings get harden and fly away from me xD
so study hard wish all the best for you
hope the right decision comes from you : )
MY ANATA : )
PX'S 22
ZOE'S 23
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Friday, March 17, 2006
Holiday post xD
It's been such a long time since i last posted; -.1.jpg)
which is like me to wait till im free
LOL
finally learned to post pictures : )))
zoe,
im smarter than you.
anyway these are the ways i spend my holidays;
monday;
i went for my mock sec 4 chinese CA1
it was lik so damm diff
not quite la
juz exaggerating : )
anyway after tat
zoe and me went to limin's house
supposing to do chinese project
but then we went there for relaxation instead
LOL
we were like lying on the bed
enjoying the music
discussing our emotions : )
but it seems i dun have any
LOL
cold-hearted
we had a great talk
but then limin suddenly became pervert and started taking photos
EEWEEEEE
the photos are disgusting
believe me it's really disgusting
tuesday;
i went for scrabble competitions which was recorded for the Guinness world record
woolala men
mrs soo was damm late
me too : )
anyway
there were students from all over singapore
and some were quite nice
LOL
a pity,
i met some disgusting players
which reali irritates me
and that particular player said;
" when playing a comp. dont care abt ur opponent, juz play UR game."
WHAT THE HELL
at that point of time
I had actually wanted to give him a punch
to let him wake up
cog to me,
it's not aft winning
but aft making ferns
he's really sagacious
Wednesday and Thursday;
I jug stay and rot at home
including going to tuition
and I saw a new comer
he was so wilily
way
his hair style and his charisma was so dame good
LOL
anyway I juz told my tuition teacher about that
he said that he's very diligent and hardworking
a perfect match for me : P
next time I shall post his photo with mine
coz my camera is not with me now
hey Vivian
lets see if u will drool over him
LOL
whereas on Friday;
I went for a trip to SPH
LOL
QUITE NICE INDEED
with Wesley pointing middle finger at me
got a shock out of my life
he ain't like that in the past
HAISS
people change really fast : (
I thought he was the same old Wesley but reality smashed my dream
anyway it was quite a nice trip
cog Zoe and me was lke singing jay chou's and xiao zhu's song
LOL
after the SPH trip,
Zoe,limin and me went to Seoul garden for lunch
I met many ex classmates there
and that really surprised me
I was like
who the hell are you?
but then they told me their names and I suddenly remembered them
they really changed a lot
how about me?
did I change?
I dun think so
because they could recognize me
and I couldn't recognize them
anyway
Zoe and limin was like bullying me like hell and said I ate a lot but did I? HEAVEN PLEASE HELP ME : (((
LOL
I juz felt like eating
IM not happy at all so I kept on stuffing
sorry dudes
however I dun know the reason for my unhappiness
LOL
heck care
yah
I failed my English ; (
Mrs soo told me that I will score with Flying colors
but the result is juz the opposite
wth
IM too lazy to elaborate on it
too tired and sad
smashing all your hopes
try it
no one can understand it
unless you are me
and when two becomes one
however these things will not defeat me
coz IM a strong gal
jug a few weeping would be enough
LOL
IM looking forward to tomorrow
my cousins outing
at Clark quay.
playing games and enjoying myself.
thats the great thing i can enjoy TRUELY : )
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