LOL
venki saud he maybe going to the prom
wow

today is my grandma's birthday party
had a few vegetarian meals
it's not bad
but i seem to be hungry after a few hours
and my legs hurt like HELL
perhaps i shouldnt have wore heels
shouldnt have listened to my instincts
LOL

today went to the resturant at abt 1200
then the dishes arrived one by one
and it was like
YUMMY
hahaha
after that was the chocolate bluberry cake
it was like heavenly
wahhh
after the cake and everything
i was FORCED to go to causeway point
then we bought fake nails
(which i dun even know how to do nor take out. not even know a single details about it)
LOL
but we bought it
seems as if it's our prom
but...
it still lacks a feeling
the feeling of me and my friends
bidding farewell as classmates
wakakakaka
EMO???

then
we say KFC CHICKY
he was like so cute
dancing chicken dance
LOL
it was so FUNNY

but suddenly
i feel abit lost
haiss
know why?
coz i forgot to bring along a PIG
(ZHU BA JIE)

LOL.
venki doesnt want to go to the rpom night
WAHHHHHH
What m i going to do without him????
LOL.
kidding la
he hurt his finger and sort of very pain
thus he said he doesnt want to go
Haiss


I thought he will be going
i was so happy
but my happiness was smashed
it's okay
at least i still have
HADHI
LOL
things are so unpredictable
when you thought something will go on smoothly
it will turn out opposite from what you have thought
that's life


I seem to grow older
as well as becoming more mature
but why people still say
crazy things about me?
(like licking guys)


LOL
inside secret
but i WONT WONT WONT
lick guys
that's a promise
and and and
i wont
oogle at guys
i swear
LOL.


i feel as if people around me take me for granted
yeah
that's it

Thanks so much ZOE
you are really a computer expert
im really proud of you eh.

LOL.
back to life in school
as a student councilor
as an ELDDS memebr
as a student of twss
as a daughter of my family
as a friend of my friends
as .......


Why is life so tiring?
I once thought life should be enjoyable
to eat, sleep and enjoy
However as i grew up
this thought seem to drift further and further from me
Even though i know why this is happening
(because as you are older
you have more responsibility
more burdens
more secrets from everybody
more of such negative stuffs)
but i just cant help feeling sad
why this is happening to me and not others
(of course i know others have their troubles)


I seem to be slacking
(cant even do questions given by my teacher from neighbourhood skl
not going to tuition, giving myself excuses all the time)
seem to be further further away from the sec1 and 2 px
seem to be more short-tempered
more frequently getting scolded
more muddle-headed
more uncaring for others
seem to be hurting others
those who really care for me


i really hate this kind of personality
it is like engulfing me
bit by bit
i seem to be disliking myself
...
What am i doing exactly?


I dont know.
Perhaps it's because of my over-confidence
because of my selfish-ness
comparing to my other friends
i seem like a devil
a needle that is like pricking others while protecting herself
this is cruel
extremely


* dont talk to me. Pls leave me alone to cool down.

Hey hey friends,
those who are going overseas
sorry
i did not really have the time to really bid farewell to you
as i have been bothered by too many things.
Teachers leaving,
My results deterioting
etc...

I once read a book
it says:
No matter how far you are from your friends
What matter most is the bond between you guys.
(i agree)


I hate to say this
but really
I LOVEEEEEE YOU GUYS :)
I REALLY MISS YOU GUYS!!!
how i hope time would stop now
when none of us will leave
all of us cracking jokes together
being punished together etc

I will not complain
because this is my class
the class which is the most memorable
(coz this year especially, we have gotten lots of scolding from various teachers)

YU XUAN
LIN THET
ZHAO JING
:
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(many more)


PLEASE PLEASE REMEMBER TO COME BACK!!!
ALL THE BEST
AND BON VOYAGE (:



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