my sorrow ; my pain once again,
his shadow jus fade away like this.
although i hate to see him leave but he is no longer mine.
i have to learn and let go.
my heart is wrenching,
my heart is shattering into pieces;
my heart is crying.
tears were alr at the corner of my eyes,
on the verge of streaming down and never stop.
i still remember you once told me no matter what happens,
the sun will still shine;
the time will still pass;
the people arnd will still continue with their lifes;
including them.
therefore you asked me nt to brood over this matter
but imma sorry imma nt strong to overcome this situation myself.
i fear truth
i fear reality
i fear to hear him say "i like you" to her and nt me.
imma nothing; but a person with
--- no courage. i tried to forget,
i tried to forgive,
i tried to run away from the truth
but once i wake up from all my dreams,
it all becomes the reality;
the facts.
i am no-one but foolish to believe in him.
he breaks what he once promised,
he breaks my weak and fragile heart.
he is nothing but a heart breaker.
he promised never to like her
he promised never to deceive me
he promised never to avoid me
i took it seriously;
word by word.
yet once again,
he breaks what he promised.
he deceived me.
he broke them all.
he left me with all the pain and sorrow
and
went with her away with my happiness away
with what i dreamt to have and its him
* i know fate is good cus she brings me to him but,
fate is cruel too cus she separates me from him.
imma alr contented for knowing him
yet sometimes
i wish i did nt get to know him at all.
i loathe the yesterdays
i loathe the todays
i loathe the tomorrows
i loathe every moment he walks pass me
i loathe him breaking my heart
i loathe the sight of him and i
i loathe myself the most.
i could nt blame anyone
but myself imma at fault.
i tried to forget the memorises we once had
i tried to forget the promises he once made
i tried to forget him i tried; i really tried.
but it is still nt what i wanted it to be
--- my own happie ending.



^extracted from: mi no.1
ZOE HUANG
(mi darling )