hey gal
where to start from?
lol
me olso nt sure
i haf once lost a fren
as close as u
she told me off tat very day when we broke off
i felt so damm lost on tat very day
tat day i didn even noe tat the fruit i was cuttin was already soaked wif my tears
tat was my past
and i didn wanna think abt it
ever since the day norman scolded u

the day was the ever heart-breaking i ever had
perhaps i was sensitive
or wad
u seemed to haf decided to drift away from me tat day
i was lik nt asleep the whole nite
thinkng abt u guys
i really had nt much energy to cope wif my work
im afraid i would lose u as well as floop my studies
i noe im selfish
BUT SEEING U WIF AIN AND SHA THEY ALL REALI VROKE MY HEART
u noe my character
IM EASILY JEALOUS
u knew it
even if a person i tok tyo nvr reply to me i wld b so sensitive so as to think tis and tat
and rmbr u were the 1 who consoled me told me tat ppl hafta their diffculties
tat was the reason tat i was willing to give u up to ain
okay to b fair
i dun wanna give u up
io tot over it
arent i better than her?
bud then ur actions gave me the answers
i noe im sensitive
bud i really dun wan ppl to think tat im their burden or wadeva
i haf a strong intergrity ( smth lik tat)
i dun deny
bud the way u ignored me was realli heart-wrenching
i really didn noe why u changed
but i noe the answer now
and it was all bcoz of me.

bud i juz dun wanna b hurt again
sorry
i noe im in the wrong
it's all my fault
i dun wanna my old wounds to touch salt
so i decided to let u go
i wanted to make myself give u up
hahas
didn noe tat u too felt the same way
i knew everything is all my fault
so i haf to apologize
u haf smth in u which doesnt allow u to tok to me
i noe u miss me
miss the talks and jokes we always had
how abt me?
i miss them too
tat was smth relaxing
which i wld take away the stress
now im damm stress
first my h/w
then my families
do u noe tat the cut finger cut was related to tis?
then my frens
im afraid of loneliness
i hate being abandoned
and im reali damm sorry

SORRY
i really haf no words to describe my sadness
i hope we can b lik b4
toking together and jokes as well
i noe tat ur frenship was a long one
and a sweet one too
i noe tat
i actually really tot u and ain and sha they all
so i didn wanna b ur burden
i didn wanna u to feel irritated bcoz of me
im nt tat kinda person
so im prepared to give up
really
im nt really sad
but a bit disappointed
coz i hafta gt a long film of memories wif me
engulf fo rthe rest of my life
and a bit disappointed
coz i didn bring the friendship to the full-stop of my life : ))
to b truthful tat wasnt some kinda tv dramas script
it was from the bottom of my heart
i can swear
and i olso swear tat i will do my best to seek ur forgiveness


I WILL
AND I WILL STICK TO U LIK A PIECE OF SHYT
OR A PIECE OF BUBBLEGUM AND NVR LEAVE U
EVEN IN THE TOILET
I SWEAR
AND I WILL BEGIN MY ACTIONS
NOW I SWEAR I WILL B WIF U
EVEN IF I HAFTA SHYT I WILL PULL U OVER TO THE TOILET AND MAKE U STAY K?
IM SORRY TAT I CANT LIK CRY LIK HAKIM
CRY AND LET MRS SOO LET U SIT BY MY SIDE
NEXT TIME
I WILL TOK AND TOK AND TOK
LIK HOW WE USED TO B
I WILL TRY AND SALVAGE TIS FRIENDSHIP
AND I OLSO SWEAR TAT I WILL NVR B SO GENEROUS
I WILL B EXTREMELY SELFISH
AND STINKINGLY STICKY
CAN?

sign off
the selfish,stinky sticky,sad,noble gal
and extremely SORRY to haf broke ur heart : (
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